IrisMn's Fanfics

I wrote these fanfics travelling this summer and now I’m just posting them here.
I'm not English, so sorry about my grammatical mistakes.
I don’t own any of the characters and, of course, I don’t own Smallville.
No copyright infringement is intended, I’m just a fan of this beautiful couple:
MIONEL.
A special thanks to MarthaLuthor who gave me this space.

That's probably the shorter facfic I've written, it's after RAGE. It's about the real reason why Lionel didn't kiss her.
I really hope you like it!

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An evening Lionel took Martha home, as he used to do after parties they went together.
It was just some days later the thanksgiving dinner and the weather was really cold.
Even if she tried not to think about the morning they almost kissed the whole day, she wasn't able to do it.
She found out herself really wishing he kissed her and she really didn't understand why he didn't!
At the front door he kissed her cheek, wished her a good night and left.
- Lionel!
He stopped, just some steps were between them and she walked towards him sure of herself, but maybe that was the wine effect. She had to know that last glass was too much to her!
Lionel's look was confused and sweet at the same time while she was nearing him.
- Lionel Luthor, I don't understand you!
He took a breath to not laugh at this.
- What does...?
She kissed him leaving him totally speechless, he just closed his eyes and hungry tasted her lips twice before getting away from the kiss.
- Sorry, Martha...
Martha was exasperated.
- Do you understand why I don't understand you?
- Actually I don't understand you!
- Me?!?
- Yeah!
- Are you stupid?
- Are you drunk?
She kissed him again laughing. His resistance got lower but he moved away again even if with a big pain.
- Please... don't kiss me again...
- Why? - asked Martha - I thought you loved me...
- I... I... - tried Lionel - Believe me, it's better for you if we remain just friends...
- But now I'm sure I love you and you do too!
- Do you... do you love me? - Lionel asked surprised - But it's complicated... it's too complex...
- It's not, Lionel... - Martha reassured him - I know that now...
She slightly kissed him once again and this time he totally surrendered, holding her tight and kissing her back.
- Wow... - Martha murmured - Why didn't you kiss me that morning? I know how much wanted that...
Lionel didn't answer, so Martha lovely caressed his cheek, waiting him saying something.
- If I love you... if we love each other, I know I'll... hurt you.. and I don't want that... It would hurt me... too... so much...
- Why do you think that?
- Because I loved Lillian and I hurt her many times, I loved Julian and he's dead, I loved Lex and I lost him the day he started to see me as his enemy...
- But it's not your fault!
- It is... - Lionel said - You don't know the whole story, but if you do, you wouldn't look at me in the same way anymore...
- Lionel, listen... I don't care about the past... - Martha said - This is the present, our love is the present...
Lionel's lips parted. Her simple words had left him really breathless. This time it was him to kiss her and he did it with a really burning desire, impossible to die down.
- Do you really think so? - Lionel asked out of breath - Do you really love me in this way and... are you ready to have another man in your life?
- Yes, yes, yes!
Lionel wrapped her waist and raised her up, kissing her over and over again, turning on himself and making her hair flying through the wind.
When he stopped, they pressed their forehead together, looked at each one for a while, blue eyes into green eyes, and then they kissed again, longer, deeper, sweeter... with all the love they had in their heart.
- Maybe I'm a part of your life now, but you are the best part of my whole life... - Lionel whispered to her ear.

THE END

It's so much wonderful! With a good writing! Don't worry, I think your english is very good!
I can't wait for another fics! I'm sure it will be so great!

MarthaLuthor wrote:It's so much wonderful! With a good writing! Don't worry, I think your english is very good!
I can't wait for another fics! I'm sure it will be so great!

Thank you so much for your truly kind words!
I hope you also like my next fanfic! Here's down the first part!

It was snowing that cold evening.
Martha was at the farm; she was giving some herb to a calf and a cow.
Sad and nostalgic thought were on her mind and she was crying hot and angry tears.
- Martha...
She slowly turned around, neither surprised nor happy: she knew who was calling her.
- What are you doing here? - she asked.
- I just wanted to know how you are...
Lionel felt uncomfortable, he was almost embarrassed.
- You aren't welcome here, Lionel!
Lionel got frozen as much her words were hurting him.
- Yeah, sorry... all right, goodbye.
Lionel walked away and she didn't say anything, just let him do it.

Two hours later she went to his mansion with a lot of remorse.
- I'm so sorry, Lionel, I didn't mean to be so rude...
- I know how you feel, don't worry...
Lionel saw the tears shining in her eyes and hugged her close, consoling her.
- I felt so alone now... - she said through the tears.
- But you aren't...
- It's not fair...
- It's cruel...
- Life isn't life without him...
- It's like being paralyzed but all around turn as always...
She looked at him, still hugging him.
- You...- she murmured, staring at his eyes - ...are the only one who completely understand me... Thanks, Lionel.
He was looking at her sweet lips.
- You are... welcome.
They kissed, it was unexpected, strange... beautiful, really beautiful, so beautiful that they weren't able to stop.
Maybe a mistake, surely a mistake, but they weren't able to think about that, about tomorrow and the consciousness brought by the sunshine.
They just kissed, hugged and loved each other with deep passion and desire, but the morning came soon taking all they forgot to love each other that night.
Martha woke feeling Lionel's arm upon her breast, his fingers among her hair, her thigh between his legs and his mouth so close to her skin that she could felt his breath.
She thought up a way to get out without waking him, so she silently slid through the sheets and Lionel held the blanket still asleep, then she looked for a piece of paper, because she didn't want to be there when he woke.
She took a piece of paper with a pen and wrote:



Martha put it upon the pillow where she was sleeping, kissed his lips one more time before to get out and come back home.
When Lionel woke and didn't feel her, he found her note and read it. It was hard to him, so impossible to accept that he crushed it and let some hot tears fell on the pillow, feeling more empty and alone than ever, with just the memory of her nude body cruelly burning on his mind.

It's just wonderful, The montage is so sweet too! I love how you describe the kiss, it's very sweet and lovely ^^

(Thanks!!! I've not said that in the first part, but this fanfic is an AU about what could happened few time after Jonathan's death)

PART 2

Some weeks later Martha was really nervous in the bathroom.
She was sitting on the edge of the bath-tub with her hands to hiding her pale face.
A pregnancy test, she hadn't any courage to look at it.
Almost two weeks of delay and a lot of symptoms weren't enough to convince her.
She had tried to have a child for years and now she couldn't believe it.
She took a long breath and looked at the test.
It was positive. She was pregnant. She cried.
In another moment she would have been more than happy but now she was just sad and confused. She knew Clark didn't want this brother, a Luthor brother, she was still fighting against her feelings for Lionel, to her it was like betraying his husband... and anyway it wasn't her intention to come back to Lionel and say him she was ready to stay with him just because she was pregnant, but she noticed, yeah, she noticed that she was smiling staring at herself in the mirror, because this baby was already making her really happy and she realized she wanted this baby more than anything in the world: no matter what people could think, what was the cost of her choice or how much she had to sacrifice to have him, that was a beautiful gift!

- Hi, Martha...
She had just opened the door finding Lionel there.
It was the first time they met after their night together.
- Lionel! - she was breathless, she wished to hug him, make love to him and say him about her pregnancy - I... how are you?
- I... - Lionel didn't want to lie, telling her she was great, so he didn't answer - I know about the offer to have Jonathan's place at the senate and... I come to say you I think it's a great opportunity because I know how much you're clever and how much you could help in politic field so, well, I come to beg you to accept...
Martha knew Lionel didn't come just for that, she felt hearing his words that he came because he wanted to see her, because he missed her.
- You are really kind, thank you, but I'll reject the offer...
He asked her why, but she just answered him she liked the Talon.
- I liked our friendship, I'd like if we're friend again... - Lionel said.
- I'm... sorry, Lionel, I don't think it's a good idea.
Lionel tried not to let her seeing how much she had just hurt him, but it was like if she told him she didn't wanna see him again and Martha saw it behind his green eyes.
- I'm late for a meeting, I have to go...
Lionel gave his back to her but Martha took his hand.
She didn't know why she did it, but Lionel didn't turn, he just held her hand tight. Silently she took out her hand by his hold, but immediately Lionel looked at her and kissed her, taking her head between his hands. He didn't let her to refuse him, he kissed her with arrogance as a last desperate attempt to let her seeing how much he needed her.
He didn't care if she tried to push him away: he blocked her hands on his chest and continued to kiss her.
She trembled catching his hands and starting to return his kiss, a kiss born with arrogance and dead with an incredible sweetness.
Lionel looked for her glance, but she didn't look at him.
- You love me, I feel it when you touch me... I'd wait you my whole life...
- I don't want you to wait... - Martha said - I don't love you...
Disgust. The only thing she let him seeing on her face. She was surprised by her skill, but she was disgusted by herself to let him believing this lie. She knew her words didn't convince him, it was seeing her being disgusted to hurt him.
Martha cried her heart out looking at him while he was walking away from her, but that was the only way to move him away, because she was scared he could think she was with him just for convenience, she was scared Lionel could refuse her and the baby, she was scared about her feelings for him...

*TBC*

I read the first fic, it's really great!!! It's so sweet... I really want to read the other one... but I have to leave... so I will the next time I can conect to the internet... I love your fanfics!!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH! Don't worry, I'll wait!

OMG... It's too great! I love, LOVE this part! Martha is different in this fic than in the other mionel fic, I love it!

Maybe you're right... but I hope she's different in a good way! lol

(There's something wrong because I already posted that part... but I don't know why it's deleted.)

PART 3

Saying Clark about the baby was the most difficult thing. She asked him to sit next to her on the sofa and took the longest breath of her life.
- You know how much I want a baby, sweetheart, and how much I'm happy to have you...
- Mum, what are you trying to tell me?
- Well, finally... I'm pregnant
- What? Artificial insemination?
- No, it wasn't, I m-...uhm... traditional way.
- Dad is... the father, right?
Clark's voice was almost alarmed, worried.
- He... is ... not...
Martha blushed, fixing the floor, but Clark stood up.
- Who's the father? - Clark angry asked.
- Clark, it doesn't matter... he doesn't know about the baby...
- Who is, mum?
- Lionel...
- How could you...? How?! To him, after only few weeks from dad's death?
Clark was shocked.
- Please, he mustn't know anything! - Martha beg.
- Of course, mum... if somebody ask we'll say dad is the father and Lionel if he dare again... if he only...
- Clark, you won't hurt him! You are not this kind of man!
- Yeah, Lionel is this kind of man!
- He's changed, sweetie, he's changed!
- He isn't! How could you be so ingenuous?
Clark hardly breathed and Martha wondered why he didn't understand.
- Clark, it's not about Lionel... - Martha tried to explain - This baby is one of the most beautiful things happened in my whole life, please...!
- Don't ask me to love him as a brother, coz I can't!
He went out and she cried, feeling truly alone, but after a while she touched her tummy and smiled, how could she feel alone and sad if she had what she always dreamt about?

It was the time to make the ultrasound scan. Martha had an appointment with her doctor in the morning. She hoped Clark changed his mind about the baby, but they hardly talked so she didn't dare to ask him to come with her. That morning Martha woke with the sunshine on her face, since she was pregnant she looked the most wonderful woman in the world. Her smile, her eyes and her skin were so radiant and so amazing. She prepared herself as she always did and tried to eat something although the mornig nausea. She opened the door to get out right while Lois was entering.
- Hi, Lois!
- Hello, is Clark at home? I have to ask him...
- He isn't, sorry... - Martha interrupeted her - Are you going anywhere?
- No, I...
- Would you like to come with me?
- Of course, but...
- Thank you, Lois!
Martha led Lois to the hospital without explaining her anything.
- What are we doing here?
- I have...a...visit - Martha said, entering in the gynaecology ward - Yeah, I know... it's weird, but I don't wanna be alone, I need to share this moment with someone close to me...
Lois didn't ask about Clark: she thought, since she didn't know about her baby yet, it was a feminine intimate visit, but she was still wondering why she wanted her there.
- Mrs. Kent, how are you and your baby? - the doctor asked.
- Baby? - Lois was shocked - Baby??? Who...Clark?
Martha laughed and touched her tummy with a lovely sweetness.
- The doctor is talking about someone else... - Martha said , then she looked at the doctor - I can't believe that's really true... anyway we are great, thank you, but I hate to feel sick...
- Who doesn't? - the doctor asked smiling - But it's a small sacrifice for a big happiness...
- Wait, wait... - Lois said - You are waiting a baby?!?
- I am, yes...
- Oh, my God! Congratulation!!! - Lois exclaimed, hugging her and touching her tummy too - Does Clark know?
Martha nodded with a sad look, then she laid on the couch and rolled up her shirt.
The doctor started the exam and Martha and Lois both looked at the screen: there was a really little baby crouched on it, Martha thought she could n't be happier than now and she thought of Lionel for a moment while Lois held her hand smiling, imagining him at her place, imagining to see his happiness reflected in her own eyes looking at their baby.
Martha was almost crying so much she was happy, she touched her baby on the screen tracing the profile: he or she, Martha didn't care about that, was really perfect! How couldn't she tell Lionel how much their baby was wonderful and amazing?

Martha and Lois got out together and reached the car.
- I know... it's not my business - Lois started - but I guess the reason why Clark is not here is that Jonathan isn't the father...
- You're right, Lois.
- So... you have a new love, haven't you?
- I didn't tell him about the baby, I guess I can't call him a new love... I don't know why it happened, why he and I spend the night together, but now I'm really glad it happened... he gave me this beautiful little boy or girl who I love a lot, really a lot.
- Who is he, the father?
- I don't think I should... Clark wanted...
- All right, I understand... Lionel Luthor.
- How..?
- Because Lionel Luthor is looking for you too many times and in too many places in these last weeks...
- Does he?
Lois nodded.
- I really think he loves you a lot...
- It doesn't matter, I can't love him.
- But you already do.

*TBC*

(Here's the new part I'm late I know...sorry )

PART 4

Lionel pushed Martha agaist the wall and passionately kissed her.
- I dreamed this moment for too many times... - Martha said.
Lionel smiled and she did it too.
Another kiss full of desire and he took off his coat, she unbuttoned her shirt, he slid down his zip, she slipped off her underwear, he slightly raised her skirt, while she throwed away his shirt.
They hugged and kissed with sweetness and passion, then Lionel turned her around and kissed her nape, her back and her shoulders tasting her fair skin and touching her bottom and her thighs with his long fingers led by her hands. She turned round again and wrapped his waist with her hot legs, sitting on a table next to the wall. They brushed against their lips and hungry kissed. He looked at her beautiful blue eyes and...

She woke up with a moan in her room where she fell asleep alone.
She let her head fell on the pillow, while she was taking long breaths. She was sweat and tired... and hungry.
- Again! I dreamt it again! - Martha exasperated whispered - Stupid dreams, stupid hormones...!
She relaxed and looked at the window wondering what he was doing.
Lionel was on his bed, but he couldn't sleep, he was angry with his employees, all incompetent, useless. He was angry with his son, because he never listened to him, his father. He was angry with himself, because he promised he won't let nobody hurt Martha, but he didn't, he hurt her by himself! How could he be so stupid to think she was feeling something for him, to think she was in love with him? She just needed to foget the pain about his husband's death, the only man she'll always love, and he even gave her a reason to break their relationship definitely, but he... he wasn't able to be angry with her, he loved her too much, he just wanted to see her happy.

PART 5

- Mum! - Clark called her in a sunny spring morning - I'm at home, here, in the kitchen!
Martha came in the kitchen with her hands on her hips to support her big tummy.
- Hi sweetheart!
- I did shopping for you and the baby!
Martha was really glad that Clark was starting to accept her baby.
- Thank you!
Martha raised herself to kiss her son's cheek and big pain went through her back.
- How are you? And Lena?
- Clark, I told you I won't call your sister in this way...
- All right, mum, do you have that backache yet?
- Yes... and it's terrible!
- Don't worry, mum, let me massage your back!
- You're my angel, sweetie, but I have to go the Talon now...bye, sweetie!
- Bye, mum!

A lot of people were at the Talon that morning, Martha was really busy, but when, at 3:03 p.m., she looked at the entering, she got pale and hid herself under the counter.
- Lois... here, please - she whispered and Lois came next to her confused - Can you see...?
- ...Lionel Luthor?
- Yeah, please... don't say him I'm here and especially nothing about the baby!
- You haven't told him anything yet!?! - exclaimed Lois shocked - Mr. Luthor... what would you like to drink?
- Nothing, thanks... I just wanna talk with Mrs Kent...
Martha, still hidden, was listening to them really concentrated.
- I'm sorry, she isn't here...
- I'm sure I saw her red hair right here, just a moment ago...
- But that's impossible, Mr. Luthor, impossible!
- Yeah, maybe... - Lionel sighed, he really needed to see her - ...anyway how is she?
- She's ok.
Lois went to a table with some coffee, while Lionel took a napkin and a pen to write:

"I'm sorry for everything I've done,
it was all my fault,
but I can't stop thinking of you,
I just want to have another chance.
Truly yours, L.L."

He put it on the counter and left, so Lois helped Martha to stand up.
- Thank you, Lois...
- You're very welcome!
Martha found the note and read it.

TBC

OH MY GOD!!!!! It's amazing!!!!!!!!!! I really want to know what come now!!! Please!!! Continue it!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!